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Post by thess on Jul 1, 2012 20:25:14 GMT -5
She listened to him speak and took a deep breath and pushed all her emotions away and stood there blank and for the moment numb , her nails digging into her palms. "MR rogers .. i dont blame you for the choice you made .. its clear you made the right choice .. junk gets thrown away .. doesnt it " she said without any emotion at all.
"you want me by your side? .. is it the same as when you told me you loved me ? or that you wanted a future with me ? that you would like to grow old with me ? im afraid that is something that is impossible for me at the moment " she said with the same emotionless voice " Hailey dont be sorry .. you won .. you proved to be better than me .. story of my life .. " she mumbled and looked at the door
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Post by Hailey Heart on Jul 1, 2012 20:31:48 GMT -5
She watched Steve and Sam, feeling like a monster. "Sam, I" She cut herself off, not wanting to make anything worse.
She looked down. She looked at Steve, not knowing what to do, or say. Any chance of staying Broden's and Sam's friend was probably gone. And she knew she deserved it. I don't just feel like a monster. I am a monster.. She bit her lip, to the point of tasting blood. "No one is better than a monster." She muttered, backing up a pace or two. [[I'm not sure what brought this on. I guess she was thinking about all the people she's killed....]] |
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Post by broden on Jul 1, 2012 20:34:14 GMT -5
Broden clenched her fist in anger and pain as she hated to go trough this again. Seeing her sister broken once more and this time she wasn't sure she could pick up the pieces again."damn it .. why .. god I'm so sorry Sam " she said to herself as she stood by the door eavesdropping.
She heard her sisters footsteps and hid behind the door as Sam left the room with that empty look that broden knew was her way of coping with things. She didn't approve of it nor did she think it was healthy but she couldn't force a reaction out of her sister either.
She waited til Sam had passed the corner and stomped into the room and glared at Steve. What kind of idiot breaks up with a girl for another with both of them in the room, that was like stabbing the knife deeper into her chest. "What have you done .. you idiot ! you broke up with her in-front of Hailey? WAS IT YOUR INTENT TO HUMILIATE HER !!" she yelled the last part to him
"i don't care if your a teammate , captain america or god himself , no one screws my sister up like that , do you have any idea of how long it took to get her back after the last time she had that reaction ? did you know how many time i had sit with her at night to make sure she didn't reach for the knife ?" she asked him with a weak voice
She walked over to him and looked him in the eyes and sighed softly " never thought i would have to do this but it seems i have to now " She said softly and Raised her hand to slap him, she put all her anger into that slap.
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Post by steverogers on Jul 1, 2012 22:14:50 GMT -5
Steve watched Sam go and took a step forward, but was blocked by Broden, who started yelling at him. "No I...I, I was confused, I was an idiot, no...that's too soft, I was an asshole okay? I get it. I didn't know what to do, I had two very beautiful girls loving me..and finding myself loving two beautiful girls..." He was going to go on, when her slap cut him across the face.
Steve took a step back and stared at her. "I can't say anything other then how dreadfully sorry I am...I still don't know what to do...I don't think I ever will..." He sighed and looked away and a small tear traveled down his face. "I'm so sorry...I should have stayed frozen, everyone would be better off..."
What have I done?[/i]
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Post by Hailey Heart on Jul 2, 2012 0:33:31 GMT -5
Hailey was unfrozen when Broden slapped him. She wanted to defend him, but it would only make it worse. So, she walked forward and wrapped him in a soft hug, and didn't let go. She looked at Broden over his shoulder, saying sorry with her eyes, wanting her to slap her as well, because she was part of the problem. "Don't ever say that." She whispered gently into Steve's ear. She leaned back, looking into his wet azure blue eyes. She lifted her thumb and wiped away his tear. "I need you. I always have." She leaned into his arms again, wrapping her arms around his back again. |
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Post by broden on Jul 2, 2012 6:59:00 GMT -5
Broden listened to him and wondered if she had been wrong all along, maybe there had never ever been a good man. She sighed heavily and looked at him with an angry expression."yeah most guys would call that heaven .. but seriously .. breaking up in front of Hailey ..jeez i thought you were smarter than that " she sighed and rubbed her temples " you know your lucky your my friends and teammates .. if not i would not be this gentle.. " she mumbled and her expression softened. The look on her face now was helplessness and disappointment, disappointed in herself that maybe if she hadn't left then Sam would be better prepared for these sort of things, if she had been stronger back then as children then maybe she could have saved her from that sick old pig and who knows she might have been a confident woman today ,Sam could have been more happy then.
"i know your sorry man . but i am angry right now .. with you ,with myself ..you chose the woman you loved and that isnt wrong but damn it you should have been more careful with her heart .. i don't think i can fix her this time ..this time ill fail even if i try " she mumbled and looked at him as he started to talk about how he should stayed frozen " shut up Steve , that's bullshit and you know it so you screwed up this time and broke her heart , you may not have wanted to do so but you did and thats something you got to live with. we all have things we regret , we all have our little mistakes that we have to live with so. the world needs you , it need you and Hailey .. wishing for death or comas wont fix a damn thing .. you mean so much to a lot of people ..don't you get it .. what you saw do today is her little way of coping with everything bad that happens . she buries her feelings deep inside and I'm not sure she has anymore room ..i don't know what she will do this time " she looked down at the floor in shame as she felt that she should have protected her sister better.
"Hailey i don't blame you ... it could have been you that went with a broken heart , and yes i would slap you then too Steve ..you guys are my friends and .i don't have exactly have plenty of them .. i don't hate either of you , its just .. this could have been dealt with in a better way .."
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Post by steverogers on Jul 2, 2012 8:54:50 GMT -5
"I guess i'm not smarter then that..." he sighed and gently took himself from Hailey's hug. He sighed once again. "i dont even know why i try to make things better...it never works..." His voice was soft. He needed to be alone. He needed to think over what he'd done.
He cast a sad glance at Broden and Hailey and then left the room. Every step seemed to push a knife deeper into his heart. Seeing Sam like that had murdered him. And then Broden had said that last time this had happened she had, had to sit by her and make sure she didn't grab a knife. Just that thought killed him over and over again.
Did I do the right thing?[/i]
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Post by Hailey Heart on Jul 2, 2012 14:15:51 GMT -5
She watched him leave, and looked to Broden. "I'm sorry." She looked to her, but then looked to her shoes in disgust.
She backed up a few paces. "Broden, you're wrong." She knew she was, in one crucial part of her little speech. "No one needs me."
She was implying on how she had been unfrozen for about two weeks, and she hadn't been into the field yet. No one, except Broden, Steve, and Sam would know if she just disappeared.
She should have never been unfrozen, it seems that all she had done was cause trouble and hurt people.
I should request to be returned to my cryostasis tank. Fury would do that for me.
She looked up to Broden, her eyes pained, and set on something.
"I'm better of, and so is everyone else, if I was still an ice cube." She was taking Sam's heart break onto herself, and Steve's pain as well. Like she always had, she hated to see her friends hurt, and she considered Sam a friend. "I need to go." Her voice was pained.
She backed out of the room, not looking to see where Steve was. She took off, back to the forest, back to her tree. Back to where this dream turned into a nightmare. |
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Post by broden on Jul 2, 2012 15:09:38 GMT -5
"steve ... somethings cant be done right .. but the fact that you try to make things better means a lot .. " she said softly and sighed , here she had done it again , giving into her temper and meddled to defend her sister and all it did was make shit worse. she looked down and bit on her lips a bit roughly." god ine of these i will lose my mind i swear " she muttered to herself , she wasnt good with drama and she tried her hardest to avoid getting angry. She looked at hailey when steve walked off and she felt bad for him but also for her sister who had such a hard time already.
She listened to hailey and took a deep breath , she didnt know why they both were so damn stubborn and alike in their beliefs whenever they did something wrong."hailey .. please i need you as a friend , steve needs you and the world needs real heroes , not some mutant shooting sparkly balls at the bad guys ..Adn stop with this damn pity party .. okay .. you two found eachother , sure sams heart got broken but damn it .. i will help her fix it again .. and you two , the best you can do is save the world and enjoy your love , the choice is made , there are no take backs in real life .. "
she sighed softly as this drama was giving her a real headache , damn it she wasnt usually miss touchy feely crap that shared big emotional fuzzy speaches but she was right now clueless on how to help all the people that she cared about. " dont do anything stupid , please hailey .. i cant take that too " she said softly while watching hailey run off and she was torn between running after her or going to find her sister or her obvious favorite at the moment , going to the nearest bar and getting drunk off her ass.
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