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Post by steverogers on Jun 21, 2012 11:54:34 GMT -5
xx» i still don't know how to dance ..I just don't like bulliesI got beat up in that alley...and that one...Is this a test?
Steve paced back and forth, back and forth. Back and forth, back and forth. The movement had no meeting. Two of the most beautiful girls he'd ever met where both falling head over heels for him and now he was being forced to pick one of them and break the other's heart. It would break his own heart as well, well part of it. Who was he to choose when he found himself loving them both.
He sighed. He'd told them both to meet him here, but neither of them knew the other was going to be there. He took in a deep breath. He knew who it was, he'd always known but it hurt him to say no to the other girl. He couldn't do this, yet he had to. He didn't want to do this, yet he had to. He couldn't just let them both believe that they completely held his heart. Steve felt like slapping himself, why had he done this? But it was too late to turn back and walk away from this now. He had to make a choice. He had to break a heart.
[outfit !] brown jacket [status !] complete [tag !] Thessy // Sam Winters , Shelby // Hailey Heart [credit !] ALYSSA on caution 2.0!
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Post by thess on Jun 21, 2012 12:05:05 GMT -5
Steve had asked her to meet him here at shield and she didnt know what it was about but she had a feeling it could be serious. Was he going to inform her that he would no longer be her trainer? or did he want her to go with him on a mission?. She didnt know but she had to meet him again, each night seemed like a endless nightmare when she couldnt be near him.
Sam sighed softly as she was so nervous about this meeting with him because she really didnt have any clue of what he wanted to talk about. she pulled her hair back in a low ponytail and smoothed down the cream colore sundress she was wearing."Steve? hello .. you here?"
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Post by steverogers on Jun 23, 2012 9:24:42 GMT -5
xx» i still don't know how to dance ..I just don't like bulliesI got beat up in that alley...and that one...Is this a test?
Steve looked up, "Sam..." he said softly, "You came..." He looked at the ground, and then looked up to give her a soft smile. He sighed, where was Hailey? The weight of what he had to do killed him. One of those beautiful girls would get their hearts broken today and it would kill Steve to break the heart.
He sighed and decided to explain to Sam, "Sam, as you know...I guess uh both you and Hailey are...in love with me...I'm in love with both of you....but...but...I - I - I can't just live my whole live loving two girls ...it just isn't going to work. I have to choose....one of you will .... will uh leave this room with a whole heart and the other...." he looked away, "...the other will leave with a broken heart."
[outfit !] brown jacket [status !] complete [tag !] Thessy // Sam Winters , Shelby // Hailey Heart [credit !] ALYSSA on caution 2.0!
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Post by thess on Jun 23, 2012 17:16:57 GMT -5
"of course i came . i love you .. and if you asked me to meet you at the end of the world i would still come " she said softly and licked her lips.He looked so worried and sad , was something bothering him.
She sighed softly and listened to him."I know .. " she said softly and sadly as she worried it may be her to walk home with a broken heart. she knew that if she didnt have him , then love wouldnt be worth anything."oh alright .. who is it then .. is it i who will be leaving broken hearted " she asked with a sharp tone , sounding colder and more distant than she had ever been heard before. of course it would be her , why should he want a broken toy when he could have mistress liberty or haiely as she is called. "please just tell me now . so i can deal with it "
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Post by Hailey Heart on Jun 29, 2012 13:37:15 GMT -5
Hailey walked around the corner, she had been waiting, arriving just after Sam. But she had decided to wait, lay low. She had heard the tone of pain in Steve's voice, and had nearly dropped down to the floor. She looked from Sam to Steve, silently, sliding into the doorway, and leaning against the pale white door frame. She tried to say something, but no words would come. She knew exactly what this meeting was about when she saw Sam, the woman whom she had recently shared an awkward cup of coffee with. She looked up to Steve, she wanted to fall at his feet, but she wasn't going to make this any harder for him than it had to be. She figured their years in the war meant next to nothing, not next to Sam, she was beautiful. And she had been there for Steve after he had woken up, she had still been a block of ice. She had the feeling she would be the one leaving in two pieces. "I can go." she spoke in a barely audible tone, but hated herself for portraying longing and hurt in her voice. She wanted to be with him, but if he chose Sam, she would be broken, and she knew it. There would be no going back for her, she might even start doing recklace things, taking on more that one opponent at a time, doing what ever it took to block out the pain of loss, but she wouldn't tell any of this to Steve, or Sam for that matter. She would accept whatever he chose, but she was 95% sure it wasn't going to be her. There was a small part of her heart, that held onto the hope that it was her. [[OCC: Sorry, I was gone for a while, sorry it took so long to reply.]]
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Post by steverogers on Jun 29, 2012 15:33:33 GMT -5
xx» i still don't know how to dance ..I just don't like bulliesI got beat up in that alley...and that one...Is this a test?
Steve glanced over at Hailey and sighed sadly. Both of these girls had the same look of hurt and longing in their eyes. He closed his eyes. "Sam..." He went to her and gently took her hands in his. "you are an amazing girl, you're beautiful and talented," he felt his heart breaking, as he gently brushed her hair from her face so he could gaze into her eyes. Unaware of a small tear sliding down his face, Steve went on, "Sam, part of me will always, always love you...don't forget that...if you'd allow me, I'd still love to be your trainer, but...if you wish to change I can understand." He gently kissed her cheek...but it was more of a peck. "I'm so sorry....so very sorry." He let his hands slide from hers and gave her a very faint sad smile, as if to say I can't say I'm sorry enough. He'd told her all that softly so that Hailey couldn't hear. Now he turned toward her and went towards her, the heartache of letting Sam go still glittering in his eyes, but to Hailey it could have seemed as though he was coming to tell her good bye.
OH MY GOD I FEEL HORRIBLE! D:
[outfit !] brown jacket [status !] complete [tag !] Thessy // Sam Winters , Shelby // Hailey Heart [credit !] ALYSSA on caution 2.0!
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Post by Hailey Heart on Jun 29, 2012 15:47:19 GMT -5
Hailey watched him with Sam, and knew she would be the one leaving with a broken heart. She looked down at the floor, and held back a tear, she didn't notice the one rolling down Steve's face. She didn't want to leave him behind, never. She had never done it before, and no matter how hard she could try to move on, she never would. She knew it. She kept her gray eyes trained on the ground, not wanting to let Steve see the hurt and the pain in her eyes, because ut would only make it harder for him.
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Post by steverogers on Jun 29, 2012 15:52:32 GMT -5
xx» i still don't know how to dance ..I just don't like bulliesI got beat up in that alley...and that one...Is this a test?
Steve tilted her head up and murmured, "I think I remember what you owe me now. Two words, I said....one of these days I'll get to them..." He said softly. staring into her eyes. "It's always been you...sweet-stuff." Then he leaned in and gently kissed her on the lips. But he couldn't stop thinking about the heart that he'd just broken and he broke away from the kiss to gently brush Hailey's tear away.
[outfit !] brown jacket [status !] complete [tag !] Thessy // Sam Winters , Shelby // Hailey Heart [credit !] ALYSSA on caution 2.0!
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Post by Hailey Heart on Jun 29, 2012 16:01:40 GMT -5
She looked up at him, slight disbelief flickering across her eyes. You picked me? She almost flinched as his hand touched her face, but it was calming, and her muscles relaxed. She let a hint of a smile touch her lips, and when he kissed her, she knew it wasn't a cruel prank. When he pulled away, she nodded slightly, knowing what was going through his head. "And what do I need to say?" She remembered the day on the beach, and sighed longing, but kept her stormy eyes locked on his. [/color]
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Post by steverogers on Jun 29, 2012 16:12:23 GMT -5
xx» i still don't know how to dance ..I just don't like bulliesI got beat up in that alley...and that one...Is this a test?
He grinned, "That's for me to know and you to find out." He told her, still grinning. But even though he was smiling, inside he felt horrible. Had he been right to do this? Of course he had! If he hadn't then it would have been harder for them in the end. He sighed softly, trying to make it sound like a yawn.
[[UGH SHORTNESS!]]
[outfit !] brown jacket [status !] complete [tag !] Thessy // Sam Winters , Shelby // Hailey Heart [credit !] ALYSSA on caution 2.0!
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Post by Hailey Heart on Jun 29, 2012 17:07:21 GMT -5
She smiled lightly, still knowing that he hurt. She leaned forward, and wrapped him in a gentle hug. "I love you." She sighed into his shoulder. She had 70 years to figure out what those two words were, and she still had no clue. ((grr short..))
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Post by steverogers on Jun 29, 2012 21:37:41 GMT -5
"I love you too..." he replied gently but his small smile faded when his eyes found Sam's. "I'm sorry," he mouthed to her, his eyes showing the guilt he felt. "So very sorry..." he mouthed.
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Post by thess on Jun 30, 2012 12:55:44 GMT -5
She sighed softly as she knew where this would lead . to her heartbreak and the fact that the only man she had ever loved or trusted enough to let inside her heart was now ripping it to shreds. "its fine .. Mr Rogers .. and we shall continue as student and mentor .. after all fury assigned you to train me .. and may you and her have the best in life "
Her eyes brimmed with tears she would not let fall as the last thing she needed was to let them know how much it hurt , how her heart was crumbling by the second. "Congratulations Hailey .. " she said softly and looked at them .She saw him mouth out I'm sorry ,so very sorry . "Don't be sorry Mr rogers .. I should have trusted my instincts in the first place " She said softly and started to walk out of there.
Her heart clenching in agony as she knew now that she would never find a man that wouldn't hurt her, she would never find that prince charming that she read about in books and stories.Broden had been right all alone , men were great at making you hurt but at the same time make you feel good. She hated this feeling of never being good enough, she had said she wanted a future with him and he said back then he wanted it too but now its gone and she was just alone again.
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Post by Hailey Heart on Jun 30, 2012 13:58:53 GMT -5
Hailey watched Sam, and felt her own heart crumbling. "Sam.." She started, but stopped, what would she say. I'm sorry, but he chose me.. but I am sorry, truely... It just wasn't right, so she fell into a silence. Broden, had said she had gotten good karma from leaving an enormous tip, but if good karma meant breaking another woman's heart, she wasn't sure she liked it. Broden was her friend, and she had hopped to befriend her sister, but it was unlikely that that would happen now. She was the reason she had a broken heart. Maybe I should have stayed frozen? No.... She looked at Sam, over Steve's shoulder, apology in her eyes, but she remained silent. [/center]
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Post by steverogers on Jul 1, 2012 20:08:44 GMT -5
Steve broke away from Hailey and turned his sad eyes to Sam. Mr. Rogers, she'd said. Just that alone broke his heart. "Sam," He murmured, stepping forward, in attempt to console her. "I still want you by my side, I can't live without you, you helped me make it through when I thought there wasn't anything left for me in this world. You were an angel for me, I don't want to loose your friendship..."
He stared at her, sadness taking over his eyes and his frown deepening. What have i done? Should I have gone with her? Thought Steve as he looked at the sadness in her eyes. No...but I still feel horrible. She's like a sister to me...I can't just loose her...[/i]
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