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Post by steverogers on May 28, 2012 21:32:47 GMT -5
 x x » i still don't know how to dance ..I just don't like bulliesI got beat up in that alley...and that one...Is this a test?
Steve stared at her. "Whoever did this has better be happy he or she is dead.. because if they weren't I'd make the wish they'd never been born." He growled slightly and even a blind man could see the anger that flared up in his blue eyes.
He did want to kill whoever had done this, but did he love Hailey? He wasn't quite sure. He didn't know whether it was Sam or Hailey...confusion flickered through him, but the anger covered that slightly confusion and feeling of indecision.
[outfit !] brown jacket like in the pictures
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[tag !] Shelby // Hailey Heart
[credit !] ALYSSA on caution 2.0!
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Post by Hailey Heart on May 28, 2012 21:38:28 GMT -5
Her hand relaxed over the note, but it was still clutched around the outside fabric of her pants, and she couldn't make herself let go. She had given up on life when the letter had been returned stating him pronounced dead, and she had a day to think it over before she surrendered herself to the Nazis.
"Then you should kill me." She looked at him, "It was my fault." She couldn't look at him anymore. It was my fault, all of it. The children, the first 1,000 and then the next 5,000...all of them.. |
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Post by steverogers on May 29, 2012 5:02:21 GMT -5
xx» i still don't know how to dance ..I just don't like bulliesI got beat up in that alley...and that one...Is this a test?
He cried, "Hailey! Don't ever suggest that!" Steve took her hands in his and looked into her eyes. "Whatever happened is not your fault. I know this."
Steve didn't know what to do. He had Hailey in front of him telling him it was his fault that she was this way. He couldn't believe that, he wouldn't.
[[ugh short]]
[outfit !] brown jacket like in the pictures
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[tag !] Shelby // Hailey Heart
[credit !] ALYSSA on caution 2.0!
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Post by Hailey Heart on May 29, 2012 17:12:42 GMT -5
"You don't know what happened."
Her hand clenched tighter around the note as it grew heavy again. She looked at his hands in his and a smile plaid on the corners of her lips, but depressing thoughts brought them down again.
She looked up into his eyes, memorizing every detail, she wanted to remember him, as she always had. But that was 70 years ago, so she wanted to remember again.
She realized she had been staring, and things may have show through her eyes, her emotions and her feelings. She looked away, partially ashamed. |
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Post by steverogers on May 29, 2012 17:26:43 GMT -5
xx» i still don't know how to dance ..I just don't like bulliesI got beat up in that alley...and that one...Is this a test?
Steve grinned smoothly at her, "I'm still the person I was back then." He told her as he caught her eyes. And then she looked away again and he frowned.
"Hailey, look at me," He commanded her and said, "I don't know what happened, you're right but I know that whatever it is that it wasn't your fault. I told you once that we were partner and we were going to stick together and I meant it, with all my heart. We need each other, Hailey. We're both slightly lost in this world and we can help each other through it."
[outfit !] brown jacket like in the pictures
[status !] complete
[tag !] Shelby // Hailey Heart
[credit !] ALYSSA on caution 2.0!
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Post by Hailey Heart on May 29, 2012 17:33:17 GMT -5
She looked back at him, the smile playing on her lips again, but not fully taking over the frown.
"I know you are the same person I knew before I went to Belgium, but I don't know if I am."
She leaned forward a little, but changed her mind and set back against the tree again. It wouldn't be right, not after 70 years. She knew she still felt the same towards him as she had the day she wrote the note that was now in her pocket, but she wasn't sure if he still felt that way.
"Slightly? I'm completely lost."
She smirked, still looking into his eyes. |
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Post by steverogers on May 29, 2012 18:55:05 GMT -5
xx» i still don't know how to dance ..I just don't like bulliesI got beat up in that alley...and that one...Is this a test?
Steve sighed, "Then who are you then? If you're not the same girl that I left behind, then who are you? Who do you want to be?" He smirked, "That makes two of us." He stared into her eyes.
He didn't know what to do. He knew she probably loved him or something, but part of him wasn't sure if he loved her. Who was it? Sam? Amelia - no.... or Hailey? He really didn't know. He sighed and stared into her eyes.
[outfit !] brown jacket like in the pictures
[status !] complete
[tag !] Shelby // Hailey Heart
[credit !] ALYSSA on caution 2.0!
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Post by Hailey Heart on May 29, 2012 19:12:33 GMT -5
She looked away, reading a confusion in his eyes. "I don't know who I am anymore. I'm sure in most ways I'm still Hailey Heart, a girl who sunk into the Army to fight in World War Two, and became a member of the Super Soldier project. I know inside I am still the person I was the morning they changed me. But not in every way." She trailed off. She looked at him, again.
"As for who I want to be, you'd just laugh at me." She looked at a small bluebird sitting on the branch above her. |
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Post by steverogers on May 30, 2012 15:45:03 GMT -5
xx» i still don't know how to dance ..I just don't like bulliesI got beat up in that alley...and that one...Is this a test?
The super soldier sighed, "Hailey, I would never laugh at what you wanted to be. Just tell me." He didn't know what to say, it was obvious that she wasn't fairing as well as he was. He'd gotten slightly more used to the 21st century, but Hailey seemed incredibly lost and Steve felt bad for her.
"Please Hailey?" He asked her, staring into her eyes. He didn't really know. He knew something was obviously bothering her but she didn't want to tell him and that bothered him, they used to share everything. Now she was keeping something from him.
[outfit !] brown jacket like in the pictures
[status !] complete
[tag !] Shelby // Hailey Heart
[credit !] ALYSSA on caution 2.0!
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Post by Hailey Heart on May 30, 2012 15:52:42 GMT -5
She sighed and gathered her strength. She pulled the note from her pocket. She sighed and handed it to him. "Here, it should explain everything." On the note was still the return slip reading: Captain Steve Rogers MIA assumed dead. She looked down knowing what she had just done.
The message read:
Dear Steve,
It's been lonely here in Belgium. And I miss you terribly. Tell me the colonel is treating you alright.(If he's not I'll make him.) And take down the Red Skull, tear hydra down. I'm sorry they pulled me out of there before I could help you kick their German behinds. Help America win this one, for me, and for everyone.
We are running out of options over here, and the Nazis are pushing us back, farther then we ever wanted, we won't be able to hold them much longer. Our last offensive will be staged next week, and I'm afraid I won't make it out. No quick escapes this time. It just won't happen that way.
So, I know I'll never see you again, and I don't regret my decision, not entirely anyways. But this was my choice. I won't make it out of this one, I know I won't. They said they'd leave Belgium if I surrendered. And we had a week to decide, but the choice was clear. Steve I'm sorry. There were two thousand children executed in the streets today, and well I'm not going to let it happen again. Not ever.
This is goodbye. I guess now is the best time to tell you. Steve, I love you.
Sincerely, Hailey.
She sighed and looked up at him as he read it. |
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Post by steverogers on May 30, 2012 16:28:49 GMT -5
xx» i still don't know how to dance ..I just don't like bulliesI got beat up in that alley...and that one...Is this a test?
Steve read the note. And he read it again. And again. And once more. He looked up at Hailey and opened his mouth to speak and then shut it once more. "Hai-Hailey...I-I...you-you lo-love m-m-me?"
The captain didn't know what to say. He loved Sam did he not? He didn't know any more and didn't know if he ever would. He looked back at the note and then up at her. He couldn't say anything more.
[outfit !] brown jacket
[status !] complete
[tag !] Shelby // Hailey Heart
[credit !] ALYSSA on caution 2.0!
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Post by Hailey Heart on May 30, 2012 16:36:07 GMT -5
She looked down, starting to regret giving him the note. It probably only messed his life up more..he moved on..but I know I never will..oh well..I guess I could shut off..but could I ever really move on?
She nodded slowly in response to his question, but she bit her lip before she could say anything else. She bit down so hard she tasted the metalicness of blood in her mouth, but she kept her teeth locked around her lip not wanting to say something stupid.
So there she sat in a dumb silence, tasting her own blood in her mouth and regretting her most recent action. |
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Post by steverogers on Jun 3, 2012 7:53:06 GMT -5
xx» i still don't know how to dance ..I just don't like bulliesI got beat up in that alley...and that one...Is this a test?
Captain Rogers took Hailey's hands and lifted her chin. "Hailey...I..." He couldn't go on. Steve wouldn't say it, he couldn't. He would feel too horrible. He didn't feel the same way towards her as he once had. She was more of a sister to him at this moment in time but he refused to tell her that. He also refused to tell her the lie that he loved her. He knew that if he told her that, it would break her heart later on when he was forced to tell the truth. So he just left his sentence hanging.
[outfit !] brown jacket
[status !] complete
[tag !] Shelby // Hailey Heart
[credit !] ALYSSA on caution 2.0!
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Post by Hailey Heart on Jun 3, 2012 11:43:56 GMT -5
She nodded slowly, as if understanding his thoughts. She wasn't going to meet his eyes. The same eyes that had seen so many of the same things she had.
She forced a small smile onto her face, but she couldn't keep it there.
"Don't say it. You don't have to." She slid her feet over the branch, and without looking at him, launched herself from the tree, shoulder rolling on the ground. She grunted slightly, having not done that in a while; not without her shield anyways.
Yep, I just made it worse for him...
She looked up at the tree, nodding slowly to him.
"Her name is Sam right? I know her sister Broden."
She looked away before something crossed her face that she didn't want him to see. |
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Post by steverogers on Jun 3, 2012 12:36:25 GMT -5
xx» i still don't know how to dance ..I just don't like bulliesI got beat up in that alley...and that one...Is this a test?
Steve sighed, Oh Hailey..." he slid down after her, dropping to the ground behind her. "...I'm so sorry..." He murmured. He couldn't keep the truth and felt horrible doing it. But he had no other way to do it. He closed his eyes briefly and sucked in a breath. "I'm sorry." He said again, eyes clouding with sadness and apologetic regret.
[ sorry it's short. ]
[outfit !] brown jacket
[status !] complete
[tag !] Shelby // Hailey Heart
[credit !] ALYSSA on caution 2.0!
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